Sunday, August 21, 2011
What a Jerk
I was unable to make it to the crop. I thought about everyone there and what they would be doing - but I just could not get myself going. I have been losing alot of weight and am still having issues with low blood pressure. Adjusting medication has not helped
Part of end stage renal failure is the feeling of isolation. Most people are lovely offering support and prayers. My true friends haven more than proven themselves. And then there is the guy next door. We were outside chatting and I made mention of waiting for my transplant surgery because then I could get back to gardening. Mr. Sensitivity replies that lots of people of problems Alison - I need knee surgery sometime soon. I kept my composure and told him I thought it was terrible for him to go through that, and then got myself back inside the house where I shook my head quite a few times in disbelief. I WISH a bum knee was my problem. What a jerk!
Heheh - thanks for letting me rant on that one. Honestly!